Saturday, March 10, 2012

Baring All

Now that the February 2012 bar exam is over, you will be playing the "waiting game."  If you played your cards right, come May 2012, you will be celebrating your being admitted to the bar.  And, if not, you will be sent a score sheet by the bar examiners - which you may be afraid to open -- and that you will need to face to determine a game plan for the next exam.

I'd like to give you courage should you not pass, to play the game again, by telling you my story.  I first sat for the bar exam in Feb. 2009.  I retained a tutor whose method I didn't really understand, whose lectures seemed alien to me, and whose comments on my essays were sketchy, at best.  This tutor, who shall remain unnamed, is a nice person with good intentions, but he was of little assistance to me.  I found myself in sea of law, reading the Bar Bri "phone books" which I purchased on-line.  I wrote 36 essays and attempted to memorize the rules.  To improve my MBE's - a huge weak point -- I took the 6-day PMBR course, which was helpful, and the Bar Bri Essay Advantage course which was also helpful but which really boiled down to a few salient points, all of which I used.  I wrote 4 practice PT's before the exam.

I failed the Feb. 2009 miserably.  One of the profs at my school looked at my score, sucked in his breath, and sighed loudly.  "You've got a long way to go..." and then he gave me a list of private tutors.  I don't think he believed that had I what it takes to pass the exam.

I could not afford - nor face - the July 2009 bar exam and decided, instead, to wait until the following July.

Prior to the July 2010 exam, a private tutor was recommended to me by a friend.  I began with this tutor but, part way through, life events turned against me and I was unable to afford the tutoring.  But, what I learned from this tutor was not to study the "phone books" or memorize the black letter law, but to discover the essay "templates" from the model essay answers published by the bar examiners.  He also advised me to do 25 to 50 MBE's daily -- under timed conditions -- and to "journal" each question that I got wrong with the "trigger facts" and rules.  This tutor's advice concerning the essays was spot on.  But, his advice concerning the MBE's didn't work for me.  While I made a 194 point improvement over my February results in the written score, my raw MBE score was only 3 points higher.  (To be fair to myself, the pass rate for the February 2009 exam was the lowest in five years.)

Going in to the July 2011 exam, I wrote 56 essays, analyzed another 52 by formally outlining them, and then did at least 10 MBE's under non-timed conditions per day, and looked up each MBE result, and journaled the trigger facts and rules for those MBE's that I got wrong.  I began to study in March 2011, and during this time, lost my place to live and had to move, worked 20 hours per week, and most difficult of all was that my mother died in May.  My mother was a huge influence in my life - she believed in me even more than I believed in myself - and she told me before she died that there was one thing she wanted me to do for me.  "Pass that **** bar exam!  Follow your dreams!"

Thus, if you think that there's a chance that you may not have passed the bar exam, dust off your books in April 2012 and begin a long term study plan.  Be methodical.  Leverage your strengths but work to improve your weaknesses.  Reference my blog article on "The Game Plan."  It's a plan that works but it also takes diligence and lots of it.  And, believe in your ability to win the game because you can.

Essays/PT Feb. 2009 July 2010 Difference
1 55 60 5
2 60 72.5 12.5
3 50 70 20
4 67.5 55 -12.5
5 50 67.5 17.5
6 60 52.5 -7.5
A 55 70 15
B 70 60 -10
MBE 103 106 3
Written 1301.3 1495.355 194.055
MBE 1222 1284 62
Total 1273.5472 1421.3807 147.8335
% Pass 33.5 54.3

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

hi! I was looking for PT tips/advices online and i got the chance to read your blog. I took the CA Bar last July 2011 and I didn't make it because I sat on the bar being "CLUELESS" about PT exam. I am a lawyer from another country and I though my 5 years of practice could help me get my license here in CA. My essays did good and my MBE too but I got 60 on my PT. I write because i want to thank you for being an inspiration. I also lost my mother and i was crying when i read your blog about your Mom...that as if she's there when you took the exam. I will try to take the exam again...and i hope like you, i can get over with this "stigma" of failing the Bar. My life is hanging on a balance and I hope one day I can live again on my legal "circle". Thank you again. You are an inspiration!

regards, Miles

Change of Venue said...

Hello, Miles -

Many a J.D. and lawyers from other countries have taken multiple attempts to pass the California bar exam. You've proven that you do well at the MBE's and the essays, thus, you probably need additional coaching with the PT's to "knock the exam" out of the park. John Holtz is highly recommended at helping exam takers with the PT's; http://www.performancetest.net/

I don't have personal experience with his service, but you might want to give him a try.

As for my Mom, I think that she was there with me when I took the exam and for that I am very grateful.

Thank you, Miles, for your comments. Believe that you will live with your legal circle again, and you most certainly will.