Showing posts with label Living Life on the Edge. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Living Life on the Edge. Show all posts

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Living Lean

Today, rather than wax poetic as I am want to do (and after having smelled the flowers), it is time to get down to basics. It has been nearly one year since leaving my corporate career. Since then I have written various briefs, motions and complaints -- I have the satisfaction of being instrumental in winning these cases with my research and writing skills. I even sat in court with a Bench/Bar panel and assisted in settling a case, all as a paralegal for a supervising, licensed attorney. But, this position does not pay a living wage, and my legal marketing position pays even less. Today I must again resume the pace in my search for positions as a paralegal. (See Job Search Links on my sidebar.)

By end of month, I am moving from a funky little apartment to a small room in a friend's house which I will be renting. Nearly all of my belongings will be put in storage. My computer, printer, bar exam books, a bookshelf and futon will be coming with me. My lifestyle will be similar to the lifestyle that I lived when I was an undergraduate - I occupied a room in a women's boarding house in a university town. I remember being so poor, at that time, that one week all I ate was oatmeal and cinnammon bread and tea.

In some ways, paring down and beginning again is a freeing experience. Yet, it is also frightening. I am no longer in my 20's and I am wondering when my life will turn a corner, again, along that path that I've chosen. I remain hopeful that it will.